Thursday, July 19, 2007

Thoughts on Contentment

Heard a song today. The words went something like this:
"Its all right, I'm ok / I kinda like doing things this way."
"And the life that God gives / is the only life that I was meant to live."
The song was by John Reuben, a Rap/Rock crossover artist. The song had a kind of mellow, hip-hop groove. I had heard it before but it struck me today as being very soothing. I realized just how much I wish to live a different life than God gives. If He's really God and He really loves me, then the only smart thing to do is take life as it comes and see God in everything. I always catch myself wishing I could be different, act different, or do different things. When I see my life now I am dissatisfied. When I look ahead I get scared. But... Every time I look back I see only His mercy and guidance. He has brought me through an incredible journey and has never let me down. Why is it so hard to "live the life I was meant to live." For 3 1/2 minutes of song today, I saw again the hope in it and surrendered a bit more. Thanks John. You rock!
-Robert

8 comments:

Andrea "The H family" said...

Luci? Will you still marry me?
Kidding.
Great post Robert. God is so very faithful ---no working for His Grace for sure.

Andrea "The H family" said...

Actually, not kidding.
Luci? I need you.
Hugs, A

Lisa Allen said...

That was beautiful Robert. I am often disappointed in myself and even question His judgement on choosing me...then I realize I just feel unworthy and truth is we all are, that is why Grace is so important, unmerrited favor!!Andrea???? I thought we were gettin' hitched...??Whats the deal?

Andrea "The H family" said...

Ummm, Robert? I know you blogged about contentment...but DANG! I thought it was just an inspirational blog. It's been days since the last entry.

Don't you know that we blog stalk?

GET ON IT NICHOLSONS!

Andrea "The H family" said...

Unless of course your so content that blogging has become an after thought?

EO said...

Did I never comment on this??? I totally thought I did!

L and R... what is going on here?

You are blog teasers aren't you? You got us all interested, and then you just vanish!

I need to know how you are THINKING and FEELING right now!

Lisa Allen said...

Holy crap it has been weeks already!!! It is time for a new post.......Don't you know I am nosey???Listen to another song and get inspired dude!

Lisa Allen said...

Dude what gives???